9/09/2005 03:24:00 PM

juz came home from dbl o-ing... alot of pple today.. not as much space as the previous time i went.. crowd wise not dat good too... maybe its juz my mood... feeling so sian... i dunno y i'm sad... my life's oredi quite good yet i dun feel happy... y?? i dunno.. wanted to club to forget everything.. but seems like i dun even haf the mood... sianz.. but still... its a temporary get away from everything... so jio me go club or chill ok?? i juz wanna get away from everything realli everything.... including myself.... i think i sux....

9/07/2005 09:54:00 AM

haiz... 2008 gone... gonna da bao liao.... 2005 even worse... tutor told us the ans after the quiz yet i still dun understand wat he doing... think i'm realli gone.... it sux.... y am i so stupid??? but i think its all my fault coz i've been slacking too much.. so i can onli blame myself... haiz... life sux... i hate uni!!!! uni sux!!!!!

something to make my day better... went to choose colours, decor for my house.. dad wasnt helpful coz he keep saying anything... den mum keep choosing those ugly design or those super striking colours... so ended up most decor n design is i choose de.... haha so i became the designer of my house!!! wahahah... as if lor... anyway my house doesnt haf much decor... wahaha... basically its the colours lah... wah... choose until headache lor... even little things like cabinet handles oso muz choose lor... almost fainted... imagine 3 hours plus at the contractor there thinking which colour suits which colour.. which design suit wat colour... i almost went colour blind... haha... but i love the lights of my slping room... ehhz.. name it slpin room coz i've got 2 rooms to myself lah.. 1 for slping the other for computer... hahaha... yeah.. finally settled the house renovation thingy.. so the start of renov will be on 26th sept... n i will be moving out of my house from 25th sept... anyway any1 has got lorry can lend me?? or rather help me move some furniture??? thanx.. ur help will be appreciated... hahaha

9/04/2005 11:38:00 PM

was too shagged out yest to update my blog... haha... sa alumni dinner was fun wif all my bowlers arnd except yd long... hope he's fine now... take care!! anyway the food was alrite onli lor.. but at least still edible.. i was kinda expecting inedible food... haha... going for the alumni dinner brings back lots of fond memories... the times when i will spend my breaks at the bowling table trying to do my work n stay away from my frenz coz they piss me off.. the times when i go back to sch to study for a's... n also the times when i oso share my nasi lemak n stingray wif joanne... i miss all these times... i miss my jc life... it's during my jc times dat i made such good frenz like the bowlers... wifout sajc, there wldnt be them arnd... wifout sajc, i dunno where will i be now.... thanx sajc... its so sad dat sajc is moving oredi... but i think the sa spirit will still continue on yeah? haha.. like wat the tee shirt says "once a saint always a saint" yupz... i will always be a saint!!! hahaha...

after the dinner me june jas aaron liang ben marc went for ktv... wasnt realli very gian initially... coz i;ve got the mood to club... but still i had lots of fun n laughter... haha... too bad yd wasnt there so the mood wasnt dat "high"... haha.. but it was great to hang out wif the bowlers!! after ktv we went for supper at newton... wasnt realli very hungry... so didnt eat... so home sweet home.. but i couldnt slp when i reach home...onli fell aslp at 9 plus like dat... n woke up at 1plus coz had an appointment wif the contractor at 3... yupz.. we decided to let this contractor renovate our house!! ahha... n i chose the tiles for my bathroom... hee... n of coz its blue... haha.. too bad there isnt much renovation in my rooms.. if not... haha... but i think i still got choices for my furniture... hee...

anyway... its back to studying... haiz... i hate it when all the tests are so cramped together... i juz felt dat i can die anytime anywhere wifout any1 noeing... life is sad... i'm so lonely...